Afield
2022—2024
“Out beyond ideas
of wrongdoing and right doing,
there is a field.
I’ll meet you there.”
-Rumi
Afield is a multi-media project– consisting of paintings, drawings, sculpture and a forthcoming book of poetry– that center on the agency, vitality and mystery of other animals. The work derives drawings and written documentation of artistic research that I conducted in 2022 at four sites of human-animal interaction in Sweden. Using ambiguity to evoke the specific quality of each animal’s presence, Afield creates a contemplative space for viewers to engage with questions, rather than answers, about what it means to care for and care about the lives of other animals through proximity and distance.
A ring
Site 4: Conservation ringing station
These paintings were made in response to my experience volunteering at a migratory bird conservation station, which “rings” wild birds. This means capturing and securing a metal ring around the ankles of migratory song birds. This practice of “ringing” or “banding” wild birds is ubiquitous across ornithology and conservation efforts. I experienced the act as one of force and focus on the bird as specimen, not as individual clearly communicating her fear and lack of consent.
Your name is a verb / mistaken for a noun
2022-2024
68” X 48”
Oil on fabric
Description: In “birding” circles, there is this heightened attention to naming birds. A name can be a gesture of attention and care; but it can also become an objectifying use of language. Here, I am honoring a specific species of bird, a house martin, a bird considered too common for consideration by others at the conservation station, but one whom I marveled at for hours, watching their strength and surrender in the wind. When I would sketch them, I practiced letting their name go, and instead being filled completely by their beauty, brimming over in utter awe of their magic and might.
Behold / belove / be let go
2022-2024
48” X 66”
Oil on fabric
Your name is a shawl / intentionally woven with holes
2022-2024
62” X 48”
Oil on fabric
Because your beauty / will always run / through my fingers / like water
2022-2024
48" X 90"
Oil on fabric
House Martin held / to be ringed
2022-2024
12” X 13”
Oil on panel
Blue tit held / to be ringed
2022-2024
13” X 11”
Oil on panel
Robin / being ringed
2022-2024
12” X 13”
Oil on panel
Barn owl held / to photograph, after being ringed
2022-2024
13” X 11”
Oil on panel
The root of free is to love
2022
Film stills
The film came from my last day at the ringing station. I had been finding and gathering molted feathers on my walks around the shoreline near the station, and decided, on the last day, that I would not keep them, but let them go.
Because beauty cannot be held
2022-2024
film, 9:09